A step towards being me.
My daughter, Skylar is the best support system in the whole world. I talked about becoming a TBA practitioner and taking the step to buy the books necessary and I just couldn't do it. I read everything I could on the website, and I just didn't have the confidence to believe that I could do it, but Skylar did.
So a few months later Skylar was sitting next to me on the couch and said "mom, just pick up the phone RIGHT NOW and call them! You can do this!"...so I walked over to the phone and called, and I ordered the first two books. I was so excited I was shaking...but I needed that push.
Then I ordered the next few books and with each book I got closer and closer to realizing this dream of helping people, helping my family and having a Meredyth Thing.
The next step was a bit scarier...The next step was $1000 investment, the type of thing that once you go "there" you are an owner, you are waist deep and you have made a commitment. I have put it off for a month, scared, insecure to take the plunge, afraid to spend that money on me, to do "it."
But there was Skylar, her in her infinite wisdom at the young age of 11. "Mom, did you order your kit yet?" I explained, "Well Skylar, they are closed this weeks so I left a message, they will call me back."
"NO! you need to call them first thing on Monday and get it ordered!" she snapped.
Still, I put it off for a few weeks, making sure that we had the extra money, making sure that I knew I was worth this type of commitment. Second guessing myself and where I was headed.
So this Monday, I called and ordered my first kit. I spoke so fast on the phone I can't believe the woman understood what I was saying. I'm going there.. I am really going to do this. I am doing this and I am crying right now because it is like I have finally found my calling for the first time in my life.
I could never EVER understand when people said "I just always knew I wanted to do this." OR, "when I go to work, it isn't like I am working because I love it." I just didn't understand that, I wanted that, and I finally have it. THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU MY BEAUTIFUL SKYLAR FOR BELIEVING IN ME more than I would have ever believed in myself. You are my shining star, you beautiful little fuzz-headed daughter of mine. Where do you find all that strength and wisdom, you are so fabulous, I can't wait to see who you become because you are already everything I could have ever hoped.
So I am on my way. I have cried twice already because I am so happy to be able to do this. I am so blessed to be able to help people, really really help people. I am so bless to have the support of my husband and kids, and for Jim to tell me, "we will work it out," and "we will figure it out", and know he means it. So there ya have it. I bought my symptom kit, so if you have symptoms, I can help, as for curing the reason for those symptoms..I'm not there yet, but I will be, and I am quite sure Skylar will be in my ear yelling "pick up the phone and call MOM...you can do this!".....and ya know what... I think she is right!
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So a few months later Skylar was sitting next to me on the couch and said "mom, just pick up the phone RIGHT NOW and call them! You can do this!"...so I walked over to the phone and called, and I ordered the first two books. I was so excited I was shaking...but I needed that push.
Then I ordered the next few books and with each book I got closer and closer to realizing this dream of helping people, helping my family and having a Meredyth Thing.
The next step was a bit scarier...The next step was $1000 investment, the type of thing that once you go "there" you are an owner, you are waist deep and you have made a commitment. I have put it off for a month, scared, insecure to take the plunge, afraid to spend that money on me, to do "it."
But there was Skylar, her in her infinite wisdom at the young age of 11. "Mom, did you order your kit yet?" I explained, "Well Skylar, they are closed this weeks so I left a message, they will call me back."
"NO! you need to call them first thing on Monday and get it ordered!" she snapped.
Still, I put it off for a few weeks, making sure that we had the extra money, making sure that I knew I was worth this type of commitment. Second guessing myself and where I was headed.
So this Monday, I called and ordered my first kit. I spoke so fast on the phone I can't believe the woman understood what I was saying. I'm going there.. I am really going to do this. I am doing this and I am crying right now because it is like I have finally found my calling for the first time in my life.
I could never EVER understand when people said "I just always knew I wanted to do this." OR, "when I go to work, it isn't like I am working because I love it." I just didn't understand that, I wanted that, and I finally have it. THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU MY BEAUTIFUL SKYLAR FOR BELIEVING IN ME more than I would have ever believed in myself. You are my shining star, you beautiful little fuzz-headed daughter of mine. Where do you find all that strength and wisdom, you are so fabulous, I can't wait to see who you become because you are already everything I could have ever hoped.
So I am on my way. I have cried twice already because I am so happy to be able to do this. I am so blessed to be able to help people, really really help people. I am so bless to have the support of my husband and kids, and for Jim to tell me, "we will work it out," and "we will figure it out", and know he means it. So there ya have it. I bought my symptom kit, so if you have symptoms, I can help, as for curing the reason for those symptoms..I'm not there yet, but I will be, and I am quite sure Skylar will be in my ear yelling "pick up the phone and call MOM...you can do this!".....and ya know what... I think she is right!
Thanks for reading. Make sure and check out other great stories in the Archives!
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